Tuesday, March 4, 2008

Don't Fade Away...

so pretty much spring break is here....i feel like it was winter break like just yesterday.

while...on the other hand, so much has happened and so much has left unsaid.
i guess i have a hard time expressing myself, is it because i'm scared to see what will happen? i'm not sure why i have a hard time doing it. something i'll have a dream (which is a rarity) in which i'll be doing what i want to happen in real life, then when i try to go to do that...i like freeze. i should just be bold and say what i want to say, because if its left unsaid no one will know what you want to say.

I suppose you can say my mind has been revolving about one thing specific, although i dont regret, this is something i wish if i could go back in time--i would do this differently. it could have been something that could have changed everything (well not everything, but you know)

okay...so i'm gonna stop being vague and go study--perhaps i'll even be a tad more confident, ugh...well see

i just hope its not too late

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